Azmaish

                                      AZMAISH 

Mai thandi hawalo mai larazti tanago k sath murree ki sunsan sarko pai aekli ghoom rh th Jaha har ankh mjhe daikh rh th.  Mjhe wh lmhay aise yaad a rahy thy jese un lamho ki koi video mere samny chall rh ho or wh akhri mulkat mjhe is baat ka yaqeen nh atta k wh mulakat mjhe yaha is mor pai lay ain ge. Aj itny bars baad usy daikh k mjhe guzry huwe apny tamam tar gunah bakhobi yaad a gayay. Mai Emaan Ali Sah phir aek bar Allah k agay Gunahgar ho gai. Mai nai to wada kiya tha khud sai k zindagi mai dobara ab kbhi is shaks k samny nh ao ge. Par yh kia waqt mjhe phir is mor pai lay aya k mai phir aek bar us k samny khari ho gai. Mai yh sochny pai majoboor th k kia yeh wohi “Aryaan Malik” hai jo kbhi meri aek jhalak daikhny k lie tarasta tha or kia yh wohi hai jo mjh sai muhabat k daway kiya karta tha.

Aj mera university mai pehla din tha. Mai khoob saj dhaj k khud ko barpur tareekay sai tyar kr k university ja rh th. Mai nai tight blue jeans opper  sleevless red top pehna tha. Baalo ko mai light curls kiyay thy. Baal mere already light stricks thy. Neechy mai high heel pehni th challty huwe bikull mai kisi model sai kam nh lagti th.  Mai bilkul tyar th or apni cham chamati black Honda mai bethi or university challi gai. Mere baba Ghulam Ali Shah nai mere lie aek driver rakha huwa tha laikin qk mai driver k sath jana pasand nh krti th so mai driver ko rooz adhay rasty mai utar daiti th or khud agay university drive kr k jati th. Jab us din university mai, mai punchi or waha gari park kr k corry door sai guzar rh th to har nazar mjhe daikh rh th laikin mai. Mai to apni naak pai makhi nh bethny daiti th in logo mai sai kisi ko b apni pasand banan mjhe gawara na tha

Ham Islamabad mai rehty thy or mere walid Pakistan k ameer tareen logo mai sai thy. Mai nai aj tak kisi b cheez ko khud pai sawar nh honay diya tha qk mai aek bar jo cheez istimal kr laity th dosri baar zarorat nh parti th istimal krny ki. Islamabad ki sb sai mashoor university maim mera dakhla huwa tha. Jitni mai haseen th utni hi mai dheemagh ki b taiz th.

Jb mai university k coory door sai guzar rh th waha sb ki nazary mere pai tik gai. Mai yh mehsos kr k or itra k garden ko mazzed utha ka waha sai guzar gai. Dill mai khud ki tareef ki k mai kis qadar haseen ho k aek bar jo nigha mjhe dekh lay us ki mjh par sai nazray nh hathti. Mai zyada dostiya ki b shoqeen nh th par jo kuch aziz dost th meri wh mjhe kehti th k “Eman tum pani b peti ho to wh tumhary halak sai nazar atta”.

To be continued 

writer Hifza Faysal